Monday, January 31, 2011

Lightspeed Sorority Initiation Ritual

day 8 (+7)

as you write once a day and nothing gets immediately ne complaint . Ungrateful Pack - originally they said I was completely anachorete - retired and separated. NOW I have my blog. And stat grateful z be complaining if I can take it the Sunday free ...

well I know you've been missing and that is why I am pleased that yesterday you had hoped for a message.

I have chosen the way the word anachorete (although I do not know if it's as an adjective is so) because it (withdraw altgr. anacheo = it) of Anachorese comes. Anchorite were the first Christian monks - the hermit in the desert fathers, or whatever you call them.

Well now I yesterday, I went clear through my head a lot, especially the book by Amartya Sen, whose nearly 450 pages I've worked through yesterday.


There
a beautiful impression from the Kryta

Sundays are no Lauds, Vespers and no - if you do not know what that is please read the previous entries. Morning at 8:00 there in the crypt (which is the underground space old church here (the hidden crypt = -. Kryptsich and we know from above) This room is are more than 800 years in time, while the rest of the church as I said is a ruin. Today's Photos of the times Krytpa. So there will Sonntgs take the sacrament. Also in a strictly liturgical celebration with singing, readings, prayers, etc. which are certain. And there is real Wine, alcohol in Gethsemane monastery - amazing ;-)


In midday prayer on Sunday will be replaced by the way, the prayers of praise, that you find what of the special procedures will notice here.

insight into the Krypa-so it looks as from


We have then here yesterday with the staff and one of the brothers a Film screening done. Marc, an employee's birthday. We even decided on two Western classics: the first "High Noon-12pm Lunch," and then "Play me the song of death." And you understand that I had no desire after 1 clock and more strength to write something for you, also is a diary for myself anyway - I'll let you participate only - grapeshot!



But you see even in a monastery it is quite commonplace to - but just in a special festendun frame. Since there is no Monday-morning office nor a midday prayer, we had to leave so early, but I'm in the rhythm of it was 8:00 and awake. I'm off to Goslar pure. obtain bank, a few small things such as: stamps and sometimes take a little time.

Yes Goslar is nice but I did not want to wander too long because I wanted to write this afternoon, so in my work.

I am now exactly one week here UDN has something in it of this world. If life is more intense time passes differently. Only on my beard ch the only one week notice around, I'm not shaving taken and thus have cih NEN good indicator
I found an excellent text have in a modern, explanatory introduction to the Benedictine rules that I give you like to continue wanted:

"Listening is a prerequisite for meeting, in the turn to you it is expression of love. Listening is a discipline of the heart, a process of awareness on the word of the Lord and his brother [or sister]. Thus the listener becomes the lover.
[...]
The hearing is the silence connected. Benedict wants to create a space in the monastery of silence in which the person can open themselves to the presence of God in His Word in the Liturgy and in the many encounters of everyday life. Silence and listening are the basic attitudes of the disciple and lead to humility.
will humiliate the man who throughout his life, step by step from the free will and God granted more and more space. He relies on God's mercy. [...]
Humility leads to that love which all fear sells. "


I'm trying still during the noon prayer in the silence of meditation, that's really hard for me not to let my thoughts wander constantly. Since I am in ADHD is suspected, I find it perhaps very serious.

but sometimes I even these moments, as in Zen, which I think actually nothing and went up then something great in me wide, but as soon as I perceive, I think again: How can I put into words? Shall I tell you, as I'll be back there? And with the Nixdenken it's over. But there are short touching moments.

Yesterday I then tried something new - 'Ruminieren' of the meditation verse - that is 'internally repeat "chew"' - that was, at least ne quite a while, determined 10 min then caught myself yet again that I'm in parallel on different, if only for each of several seconds.


was also critical that I today again (so I am content):
In my room is a copy of Rick Warren's "Purpose Driven Life 40Tage" I've read of it and was sad.
The book has changed so many people and communities ... Why? What is so special because the n in it? Nix - actually, the church members would have these messages constantly in the services, House parties have otherwise heard, and where hundreds of times.
What is going on her preacher?
Or maybe they have it belongs but not included? Maybe someone like Warren will be the first of a charism of God and an order that the people, eyes, ears and hearts are open.

I remember my wonder at his PEC 2002, the Pentecostal European Conference in Berlin, where so many old-established Christians were the embassies Reinhard Bonnke's totally smitten and taken?
I have the time sober can not understand. Ic have several weeks in advance of the German National work of Bonnke's work (my internship) and therefore had some information about and how it thinks. His motto is, I must make the message of Jesus is as simple as possible, that people understand immediately at the first hearing why they should choose a life of following Christ. Good teaching is not the job of an evangelist, but there are herdsmen = pastors in the communities to the converted then to go.
I asked if he will not preach to a mature, sophisticated, deep message, which therefore does not meet his own expectations were when with people for 20 years, said every Sunday in worship sun message they had never heard ...

No - even if Oscar Wilde wrote that the veracity of a statement regardless was from the veracity of which they pronounce, is the only theoretical reflection.
In practice, we know that we are different on it, since it is already on it, who, what tells you how.

I collect does not want me, even when I'm with Christian messages there appears to be generally open and am therefore surprised that such messages often called, really, I'm blind in other areas and foolish.

I animate you today at the conclusion to read out my favorite story from the Bible.
Gospel according to John chapter 9 (now is not soo much) The
has completed the slapstick elements, and an interesting resolution who are blind and who is sighted.

view of a use anywhere no longer rising from the crypt with a view of the still standing rear wall of the choir ship (the front of a church, so to speak, the "stage" in our church) of the old church, with Kreutz and the altar (which is unfortunately the Duch mächerchen almost hidden)

In this sense, eyes and ears wide open, the world is full of great impressions, I've seen so much of today small and trivial in nature to what seemed so wonderful.

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Safest Period For Intercourse

a taxi for a cure

the weekend a local tax in the Black Forest was due. Tax! I stumble through this strange concept is not the first time in summer 1995 when I was with a few Friends vacationing in France, I am outraged to the great amusement of all in the office of the house-owner: "What nonsense to pay a stupid tax, we are with our own cars here?." Oh yes, that was fun back then. The chick was again no idea. I was relatively unmoved enlighten me and found the word absolutely unsuitable for the task that lies behind it. Tax! This is a leisure tax "holiday tax" should be called the Obulus actually. This will only hear none. Certainly not on holiday.

Saturday, January 29, 2011

How To Make Honeycombs Denim

Day # 6

I always notice more how important rituals are. The also say psychotherapists and I rate this in my professional practice many clients. A good daily structure in my reports always mentioned as a sign of successful lives. An unstructured daily routine usually leads to a kind of real neglect and can just mentally ill are not in her confusion to rest.
When my days are sometimes so so times and I am not yet know how the rest of the day look like and what it will contain a brief one, not even times when I would come home, you can see the my house always - chaos.

So know I'm doing this for a long time with the rituals, they give structure and helpful to necessary order. But here I can feel it, experience it.

monastery rules are strict rules. Anyone who engages this and is it required only as a visitor, these rules must be observed.

Man commits the areas of silence be observed: these are the residential floors in the retreat house, the cloister and the paths to the three sacred spaces. The rooms themselves in the only set liturgical chants and texts (psalms and prayers) together be discussed and sections of the Bible as another edifying text from a prayer book, for example.

The Liturgy of the Hours, that is the liturgy with the three devotions at 7:00, 12:00 and 18:00 clock that follow such a strict always said the same order - only the lyrics change, the process is strictly classified, as is well structuring the clearest commitment that you received here.

But other little things: as the evening I always turn my grain through the mill and soaking it in to have breakfast is a Frischkornbrei I refine with yogurt and fruit - I think it's totally delicious, even if only sometimes funny sounds.

I have fixed working hours, the take place in the Liturgy of the Hours 9:30 am to shortly before 12:00. I can eat breakfast 7:30 to 8:00 and then sit on my Uniarbeiten ncoh 1.5 hours.

And then just the afternoon. I think I stop in the evening even more elaborate reading out of the necessary textbooks, and then only to the highest clock 21:00. That seems more effective when it is clearly structured and then I also nciht come so late to bed, because there are still the rituals of this Tagebcuh attributed, and my time in front of the shrine.

I introduced earlier this year at home to start a little morning and evening ritual in the bathroom and - a little vain - to pursue age-related facial.

I noticed it helped to have better sleep because the body knows it then he should be set on the bed and walking the necessary gravity bed (ha, I sometimes defiantly use that word) produced.

But it seems that is not enough, because that's all unstruktuiert, because hardly any real order below.

I hope I find ways in my daily rituals of a few here on the events there to adapt and implement. Let's see what I think and create.

I think about where I could have my apartment set up in a small shrine decorated prayer corner like this. I'm not the classic religious silence-time type what's always with me so sporadic - but if I can find for my ritual of here a reasonable impractical shape.


That reminds me of something a grade. For quite some time since I've seen it so I guess the liturgy in the Protestant churches (the other now, but I'm still not entirely understood). They give order and orientation.

reason annoys me again just how ridiculous the church year, and especially the liturgy of the Church, was then made by the leader of my Bible school. I know he just did not understand, but perhaps a better understanding of the trial as to bring about other cherished ...

In particular, the assertion Pentecostal churches have no liturgy was so I can put in my infamous student prayer again. (To my knowledge übrignes the only one ever in the history of the school caused an immediate reply, although it was not substantive but formal in nature, as some have felt under attack. Content, I was praised later closed doors of faculty for this explicitly.)

And where an order was missing there was often confusion - all smüssen Allsen surprised what comes next and perhaps even this does not fully engage in the moment. And how often "chatter" a prayer in the next program point purely because he could not know that the loud common prayer time was over right now? A short ritual that indicates the end could prevent the embarrassment for both speakers, an amen a solid closing prayer (why not "Our Father" spoken together can be tricked into anything yet) or a solid showing last song this the end?

When I speak of the benefits and value of rituals, of course not empty shells of dead forms, but rigid mechanisms of living rituals to be lived consciously and are filled with it.

I realize again just how bad it is, if one was to be something completely out of fear of the danger of imbalance can.

Monasteries have been since the Reformation - rejected for Protestant and evangelical, and frowned upon - because of the bad experiences of the reformers. Well it is the people again remember and recognize the worth and so it reflects Protestant communities and monasteries like this one.

I can only recommend each and every time this "monastic experience to stay here. For which the offer is what has this monastery and the local Brotherhood set to the task.


photos to make the score h s nciht here, from what I've AEBR Postkartendun brochures for you:
here the oratory, where there are the flat midday prayers yesterday Beshir:

The space was formerly the Library of the Church of the old monastery is in ruins today. The Oratory is located on the old Sakristai dei today the chapel (which more another time)
that is the sculpture of Jesus and John aud me small altar.

Each of the three is sacred spaces eggs Person of the Trinity (three-Eini nature) of God ordained / gewittmet forth the Holy Spirit, the high lufitge large bright room - the oratorio is enter without shoes

Friday, January 28, 2011

Diabetes Significant Breakthrough

point 5 days 4 days

I was jogging again, unfortunately my lungs annoys me still with asthmatic Rumgezicke. So I can judge at all my (other) condition. The lung is to advance and then the hard indeed to the heart. Well I'll stay here as much as is, and always go in between, even if I run it only 100 -200 meters on the way back in one piece and then go back 500 needs. I should have planned in advance but go to the doctor, but I missed the 10 € for the consultation fee. I've helped

today in the kitchen and others spelled Buckwheat baked bread, from grinding the grain. It may veg from. Whole Kitchen hold what one wants, she brings me breakfast anyway to do extensively. So not really a lot of long special,'m usually not one of the morning many eaters. But I think this Kornfrischbrei with yogurt and fruits, I introduce in my home and sooner or later. Posted

I did nothing today, just read. But that also belongs to it. On the one hand, I am shocked how little I have been brought to "paper" got on the other hand is the week around yet and I still have two days. On the other hand, research is almost always the most time consuming work.

Today I let a Review of the book about which I write (Amartya Sen: "The idea of justice") that has already helped thousands of times, then a few dates into the links, background and foreign words, which I did not understand the book correctly.

And then Karl Marx as a text which I will refer to the work.
Herrlich! I knew his "criticism of the Gotha Program", marginal notes to the party program, it was founded there in German Workers' Party so they've already eigntlich but never read so aware.

Oh glorious view from Hamburg today, perhaps one of the most important texts of Marx. He has criticized him and his ideas are wrong. They have he understood me as the most left in Hamburg (and HAW-inaugurated know what I mean Lace) have explained Marx.

As I said great! I've only through this text and its corrections Marx first learned to appreciate it.

He insulted these people have completely misunderstood him as vulgar socialists.
Herrlich!
Timeless!
Can we entitle certain localities in the regulars did not loud enough with.

Otherwise a nice day, although it at work sometimes but talked much but since then this can be enjoyed the quiet time in prayer twice - because conscious.

The prayer (Lauds 7:00, 12:00 to 18:00 noon prayers Vesper type) remains a real good rhythm, which is also working and studying well-defined and structured. The prayer (actually hour prayers) are always about a half hour. Morning and evening, mainly characterized psalm singing and Gregorian chant, the noon prayer is mostly about the roughly 10-15-minute silence in the middle part. (I do not look at the clock, however, underestimated the time goes so long - we sing a Taize song, then we read a Psalm, we hear a Bible verse from the Psalms for meditation usually then the silence, then again at the end of the verse, intercessions, the Our Father once again the song and the blessing. All quiet with breaks in between, and then the half hour after I underestimated the 10-15 minutes for the silence of meditation are already out there).

goes after the devotions each meal and then I work in the morning practice, in the afternoon for the FH. And then I sit on most evenings.

addition, there is often a short personal time reverently in front of my room shrine (currently read table actually in the Koran some Ayat (= verse), then a few chapters of the Book of Ezekiel from the Bible and say a prayer.

That with the Koran make some surprise. But it is very interesting. And it seemed to me to accept things of value.

I do not have to convert yet a syncretism ([, assembled] mixing religion) for to develop. I expand my horizon and simply, the Koran is not a magic book before I have to fear it jumps at me from an evil spirit. I can see God's work everywhere, because I'm a saint in Jesus and the Spirit sanctifies all things and exclude me. Things are not good or bad, but I and my thoughts. Jesus says: "Do you not understand that everything that enters from outside a man, not him can defile

out What comes out of a man that defiles him

For from within, from the heart of man?. come evil thoughts .. (Gospel of Mark chapter 7 verses 18 +20 f.)

Paul wrote to the Romans: "I know and am in the Lord Jesus convinced that nothing is unclean of itself: but only for the person who holds something as unclean, it is unclean (Romans chapter 14 verse 14)

and the Letter to Titus, he put it. "For that is pure all things are pure, for there is nothing unclean infidels and pure. Their thinking is as dirty as their conscience. brought (Chapter 1, verse 15) and Meister Eckhart

it to the point and was very practical, with: "Not the sacred works of you, but their holy works" and then everything is holy, if it is sometimes in the right state of mind does. was (he claimed in this attitude is even described with the push foot on a stone, and even that would be a highly sacred works Well, we have that)

This is the "secret" of my cosmopolitan life that I do I operate not type the religious and experience but am holy, and stay close to God - what many seem to notice. A
chrislicher of life, the others do not feel as attractive, faithful friends be surprised that a deeply religious so on it is. Convincing unaufgesetzt and in both.

I feel myself closer to God NOT. I'm only aware. And that's why I take God very seriously. This is not the place or the action here but to me, because I listen more here. But that does not even only God. I take everything here, all of life and more aware of God as an inseparable part of my life to him is just as well.

Please pray that I was progressing well with your professional work for the FH
think of my grandma trying to settle in the nursing home level
think of the people in Haiti, where hardly anything is progressing for over a year after the quake.
think and also to Jasmin, who just has an application out for a really great job.

Until Tomorrow

Dennis Lokke

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Obesity Images Animated



It snowed. Yesterday at Harken just a little tonight and during the day so this is now over all a thin but dense layer of snow. This another Stiller ;-)
Today was my day off so I could use to study.

Next morning I had slept off the alarm clock at 5:30 I decided to see one hours later and turned around again. Why get up so early? It is always useful in my sport as not every day but only to run every second.
It was really a Sleep in, because of the daily rhythm here will take you quickly caught up and there is no media keep awake at night too long, you have to lie oh without enough sleep until the wee hours in bed. Lauds (7:00 clock devotion will quickly return to normal and no load).

I decided to start the housework, a report of a case from my practice to hire back, I'm already almost done but notice that this prevents me from the other subjects for the research and I need to read (and Tel leave sooner did). So I have not written this morning to what and be where I read the book by Amartya Sen, "The idea of justice" as well as individual articles to understand, for example, about ethics or intrinistischen extrinistische and motivation.
God is great as he constructs.
Thursday, the brothers and co-workers always eat together, there is a theological Thursday breakfast. Than half of employees (always staying out I yes 3 weeks) offered me to participate. It was nice and hot and was replaced (peaceful) are discussed. The theme was: "What changed me and how I can develop or can I ever own or have I delivered?" that led to ask "What is maturity?" "What impressed me" "If tools such as the Enneagram? (one of many personality profiles) only self-redemption attempts? "" What is the ideal, and who sets the standards "of selflessness and amour-pur to Fénelon"
Very interesting! And that was not nice with biblical platitudes final answer were fooled.
as I said, "let alone to meet his grace and seek the kingdom of heaven then we notice it to others" which was accepted, but we were we quickly agreed that this does not help us in concrete situations let us go. How does it make enough of his grace, how can I wipe my wishes? - Leads to passivity or fatalism or self-dissolution / ICH-resolution ...?
We talked a lot and found many many good impulses at work in us I think.

But today I want to not be so much heavy announce yesterday was enough, if well me of course still much more busy than I have previously written in the few days.
What I have just this and other issues that has fascinated today is just as constructed has got everything. Only this debate, then at the noon prayer meditation word Ps 96:10 "Proclaim the nations: God reigns! He founded the world with almost that he did not waver. He will judge the peoples needs. "
So in researching the topic of meditation justice to which I now for the housework. The theme of the discussion so well adapted to theories of justice always include the factor that motivates people to justice. And social justice is an ethical issue and A. Sen is a great way to it. And deontology A possible factor is why I have the same concern in a book on Fénelon Bücherstube (more crap to haul back home) I will probably incorporate well with the household work with.

Otherwise, I've now made a long nap. I was this morning, although fit, but yesterday it was very late for this country and in-depth discussion and a lot of reading literature ...
I was relieved when I found the brothers over the Vesper had to yawn frequently.

Maybe I missed today but also the movement and especially the balance of physical work, well tomorrow I will run again I work in the morning and then yes again.

Now I'll have a little worship at the shrine (in this case, each room has its own individual for meditation) and then read a little and to bed.

Time is so beautiful and so intense madness I still have two weeks here may be.
Thanks to all who made it, the brothers of the monastery, my family finances it, my Minchen from the and at home for the right look (that I worry am going) and my employer allowed me this overtime reduction at this time . Thanks

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Possible Combination Of 5 Numbers



I was jogging prior
5:30 5:40 to 6:20 clock running even when I'm about 2 / 3 of the left. First I wanted to do a little walking break because of my missing condition, but then my asthma was felt again (my bronchial tubes are probably still played) and I could jog for only a short distance to play because I was just too little air. Well I mainly have it pulled for now. I am the way, then went another route than yesterday came off. Before 7:00 it is pitch dark in the woods, I'd rather run across the field towards the industrial area, there was little a little light on the dirt road in the reflection of the advertising lights. Moreover, apart from seeing a free field in the dark less scary as forest. Hihi I
in to the industrial area also briefly went in, the district is called double bass. I find interesting but otherwise non-liturgical acapella songs here do not have music I have at least in the city shield.

Today I worked all day. First, I still have my polished silver of yesterday rinsed and then I'm raking in the cloistered garden of the monks around the foliage. The freeze is announced for tomorrow I was asked today but also in the afternoon to go on it, so you get something done today before tomorrow freezes. Sure it made sense and I agreed, of course.
I've noticed already that I am not used to such work, I felt pretty soon Arms hurt and I still feel that tomorrow I'll probably have a mega sore muscles. Well I had my extra sport to not quite liquid running (as I stay on but turn that is again).
I also ne very nasty blow between the thumb and index finger I got wimp. And even if I here under the supervision of the St.. Francis (of Assisi) type, I will not now because of the bubble beginning stigma (published in the wounds of Jesus) musing on the hands, but I realized that I must add something to my thoughts of yesterday.

At least I still owe an explanation of why I say the approach would not be addressed theologies:
Theo = God
gr = gr logos word, teaching, speech / talk, spirit world, etc. (impossible to translate full)
theology speaks of God.

was in one of my old churches 'theology' frowned upon, it was seen as something foreign and the theoretical as opposed to faith would be the wish to be lived in practice.
Well, but what's the alternative?
speeches from the people, the nature of politics and ultimately of a self? Yes - just run it, the criticism of my approach. It's not about me, my God it's in me and itself.
I do not like or understand God can not do or be.

There are many newer, so-called theologies many of them are really great and important things from the Bible re-discovered in the original, in context, the kultuell-historical or between the lines.
But they like to be received from those whom it is not about the truth of God. But to her biography and her injuries, you may agree with certain images of God or not what they can not stand by their bad experiences.
But they seek a cure? No God is cured, the image of God, it is the need to adapt, not the vulnerable people.
I understand the injuries and the associated problems for certain what the Bible and the Christian tradition. But why do not you ask God for healing of injuries instead of tweaking on it? Reconciliation would be oh so possible.
The (re-?) Discoveries of these theologies are mostly additions and extensions of what we were previously known, or consciously, they rarely solve old ideas that the biblical witness and the Great Old Ones of the church from there.

I could take many concrete examples, but many are inherently emotionally charged. I hope it is still clear what good and what are bad reasons, and how good undemütige by self-absorption leads away from God rather than to him - what should be the goal of all theology.

also the first Christians to us in our teachings undemütig: People, we stand on the shoulders of giants, how can we think we know and understand it better than the people in time and cultural events of the Bible were much closer than we can ever be - no matter how much we research and study.
too, is false egocentric Pseudotheoloige.

Yes, but the Bible also speaks of man? And parts of the theology and ethics, and so to show me how to behave.
No ethics needs no God, there are numerous ethics without God. And Christian orthodoxy but is not orthopraxy - sola fide, faith does not save the good work. If this doctrine of justification, not theology, and there is not even a biblical anthropology (the study of human / human being)?
Yes but if they are operated theologically they go (even Christian ethics) from God and run back to him. You are directed to God - all of him, through him and to him - while it touches other areas and assigns them to him.
healthy theology of creation does not arrange to God and man, but ordered the creation of man is God.
In the patriarchs, prophets, and above all, Christ, God has already referred himself to the people, what can we add?

Wow is long and difficult text, which leaves one with the rake-so all through my head ...

Oh - only as I said yesterday that I, unlike many of the concept and phenomenon of humility that can still start, that does not want me to implement and manage its always the understanding - on the contrary.


way to balance this morning and afternoon I worked, I'm free tomorrow and have a full study day. The first building work is finished tomorrow, I hope I come with a social science then quite far, so the well this week is finished.

Now I'm tired - half-elf - was a long hard day and morgenum 7:00 Lauds I have to at least be fit, I made myself but again much sooner.

Best wishes to the outside world
do not be angry if I do not really miss here
the time here is too intense

The Francis above my desk, typing the mi always looking over your Schlulter

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

What To Wear Witha Blue Pencil Skirt

Day 3 Day 2

Today was the first full day.
I had set the alarm clock at 5:30 because I wanted before Lauds jogging. I was super amazing out of bed. But I'm not even gone as usual to bed well after midnight, but slept with 22:30 clock, I guess.
I was jogging but not yet - not because it was too early or I were too lazy, but because it was pitch dark outside and I have no way or path for jogging knew. In the dark I'm not running just start it.
After breakfast, I'm gone then explore routes, with a nearly hour-long walk. Tomorrow should be nothing to talk about it ...
Then I got me at 9:30 clock to service reported. They had nothing else to do for me as the family silver to polish. What have I done until then just before twelve. Must be been made for.
And I thought of the famous story of William Booth of humility: If you like to be General must first below and start cleaning all the shoes.
humility a word with which I begin, unlike many people today do much. Rumgedruckste not fawning, or false modesty but honest humility marked by reverence and respect towards others.
This may be a fellow human being or, and it is especially important to me, God.
But while I pondered while cleaning so glad, I noticed again that it is exactly what is missing so many in the church today. This is the cause of what I do as a church imer Tags pulses. Putative theology from below but not from below (but always from officials) is still true theology. It is one of the reasons why I have disengaged from so many projects in our church again like Stephen workshop or the Saturday vigil.
Bonhoeffer once said "a God that exists, there is no" I say a God can be domesticated, there is no God. This whole
undemütigen ideas that I try to be as my God how it fits the people in my stuff. Anachronistic as sacrificial death is crossed out, by all bloody and now considered brutal and cruel. Pictures from an ancient time are eliminated as well as images and attributes are not for me - all statements are changed because I do not like the traditional language. And my logic and my understanding he has to assign
in the end is a God like I like him, custom-made - that God created man in His image. What then is still in a divinely created God? God is so dead and we killed him. No
if I am humble and remain - it's my God he is: divine, sovereign and me too high. The
awakens reverence, respect and makes me humble again.

Monday, January 24, 2011

A School Teacher Discover Teeth Whitening

monastery Diary Day 1


I have now decided yet, allow me to say.
Finally, this is not just a trip to the theses of my studies, but also to me, in my innermost and out to my Creator and Lord.
monastic life.
I will write here the one hand, concentrated on my last Written work, so for Economy II, social science, research methods, quantitative empirical research, social work policy and a reflected Interdisciplinary case basis in my practice.
And then I hope I'm still a long way with a bachelor's thesis (the actual thesis) that I originally wanted to write here only.
But it was different because all the other listed subjects still lacking, so I my BA thesis at all can sign. Well I thought I would have already, but I have come far less than hoped for.
So much for all the "beautiful Holiday "wishes. To leave is not to think. In the What do I have to write everything. Toll
were the "Goslar oh, yes, because it is already better than the old ..." jaja I'm not here for sightseeing - I do not get it.
addition to my spiritual work for the study will help me tomorrow morning, probably still the monks and monasteries employees at work. Runs from contemplative and quiet as possible to silence. A good balance also helps me gather and come to me.
Then there is the monastery of procedure (because of the so cuh I'm here), with their classes prayers: Three times a day, just before 7:00, before 12:00 and 18:00 clock rings the bell and calls to prayer - Morning Prayer, Midday Prayer (Sext) and Vesper.

also very quiet. A silent liturgy with psalms, hymns and chants and words from the Bible and the monastic tradition - that words already, but not for communication, as stated in the description.
And much silence in the liturgy.
silence to let go or for me to listen to. Being probably both are important in what I intend here.

So now I call it a day, am not here to write to you my diary, but I think it helps my impressions and my becoming here to be clear and confident.
And so I've made my decision me to report yet. Because when I write already, can I share with the interested parties and the same.
Please pray that all goes well, the elaborations and the monastic life to me so to give strength and peace and growth and strengthening.
Here you can see me on my work PC in my monastery cell

Discoid Lupus And Essantial Oils



meet now and then I have old cassette Stars. On the box. I recognize his voice and then cringe each time a bit together. For what I get to see are not the heroes of my childhood but rather nondescript, the aging actor who hold in the eve series small supporting roles. It destroyed my naive idea of good and evil, and in general almost everything. Yesterday I was robbed of the illusion that Karl (TKKG) is a lanky unathletic with wire-rimmed glasses and intelligent expression. Other examples? William (also TKKG) munches no chocolate and therefore has a perfectly ordinary figure. Bean (radio foxes) never wears a radio with him and looks at most only half as good as one would imagine. Justus (three?) And Julian (Five) are really no different guys, but one and the same bald-headed man beyond the 40th Very irritating.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Check Muscle Percentage In My Body

disillusion!

Nanu? Mishaps, training Beatitudes - where are you then? Key services have long earned nothing on me. Nodule flutter in my mailbox over. Subscription traps to catch any more. Reminders of stay. In pockets tucked money does not disappear. Cards I have with me. The Library Media back on time. What does all this mean? Will I be as an adult?

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Cigarette After Hernia Operation

Oh yes!

CD: "This is happening" (LCD Soundsystem)
movie "Three" (Tom Tykwer)
DVD I: "In the face of crime" (Dominik Graf)
DVD II: "13 Semester" (Frieder Wittich)
Audiobook: "Invisible" (Paul Auster)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Mount And Blade Faction Relation

Does it not even

just heard and found to be very time-mentally:
"What do you do well, it does not even do,
also if you get it like you.
What are you doing well, please be smart, avoiding the
-Yourself. "
(Tocotronic, Sound of Madness)

Thursday, January 6, 2011

How To Change A Harddisk On A Playstation

1.11

Flo is now running ski. Enthusiastic. Not particularly pretty, but fast. Icy slopes and 7 of conviction resulted in the Alpine metamorphism. It slides faster than any other gambler, the slope down to the Gold Eberhartersche Postalm. A few more seasons, and he wags loose and supple to the same lodge at 2300m altitude (a dream: http://www.wedelhuette.at/ ) - the stop-off works perfectly today.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Woke Up With A Lot Of Pain In Right Upper Arm



Happy new year 2011 we wish all of you!

Are you all slipped well into the new year?

We celebrated with about 30 others work & Travellers and some Canadians in a house. Live there some girls who have made their accommodation. New Year's Eve and the celebration's just running from here like at home. You drink something and have fun. The only difference is that this takes place no fireworks. We stayed in the house midnight, hugged and wished all the best and continued to celebrate as if nothing had happened. You can
fireworks private only to buy Halloween and the Canada-day, not New Year's Eve. However, organizing the cities fireworks.
The real Canadians kiss at midnight was their counterpart, which we fortunately spared because Vanessa has a few minutes before her Hannes has ensured that it was good until midnight next to her :-)


Last year we broke one of our Christmas Vanessa's parents and spent a day on the slopes of Grouse Mountain. The mountain is situated right next to Vancouver so we could go by bus to the gondola station. We had great weather, the sun shone all day and we were the overwhelming Enjoy views over Vancouver, the hallmark of Grouse Mountain. Our snowboards allowed to drive really well, so we are very happy with our deals and we look forward to next time.
We spent almost all day on the slopes and then we went to Shellbie. She had been invited to a get-together party ". Everyone brought something to eat, ye can not imagine how much it was this. Hannah was about 6 or 7 times at the buffet. We made pasta salad, of course, too much. So we have the remains of the rich would have to come to Richard :-)

The new year begins incredibly cold for us. In Vancouver are currently only 3 ° C. However, we are more concerned with the 10 ° C used here. The job search is now on and all else stays the same ...


pictures of the last days is here:
http://picasaweb.google.com/103668823022084761110/HappyNewYear2011 #


Here are two videos of the runway